Full speed ahead!
We whooped raw tracheas,
Clambering to conjunction,
Zealots plain and outright
Marching unstoppably onward
To inevitable rave and accolade,
That is, until the bottom fell out
Author: beighartman
My Backyard: The Bog
poetryAnd the rain came down
Down and Down
Down and Down
And Down.
Down and Down
Down and Down
And Down.
And looking out the window
My countenance falls
Down and Down
Down and Down
And Down.
(catch breath)
Down and Down
Down and Down
And Down.
Until finally I’ve had enough.
To hell with this,
I’m taking a nap.
What Then?
poetryWhere will you go?
This darkened wine pours city streets
Splashing to gossip down pocked alleys
Over highways
Under bridges
Between us all
The thirst is quenched, the search continues
Glinting resplendence
Stored to maturity
Encapsulated to revive dustiest of dreams
Inscription worn to decay
Inscrutable, but perceptibly outlined
Pronouncing with revered remembrance—
Where will you go if you depart now?
Forgotten on a cellared rack
What will you have then?
A River
poetryPour out, sweet mercy like a stream
Your ways bring waves
No longer in my own power to stand
But for yours, and only yours
Pour, steadily pour, through all land
Your stream becomes a sea
No longer without footsteps to follow
But for yours, and only yours
Pour onto parched tree and forest
Your water brings reprieve
No other grace can touch me
But for yours, and only yours
Pour a thousand days in me
Your endless cup spills out
No heart can find peace but your arms
But for yours, and only yours
A Year Ago
poetryI was alone, standing at a crossroads
Examining with an unknown urgency
A wooden post with interdigitated directions.
My hand brimmed over a red horizon:
“Desire,” the tattered caption said.
With resiliently gritted teeth I turned away.
“Now,” another bold carving proclaimed.
“Happiness,” a third pleaded.
“Lust,” “Power,” “This,” they shrieked.
The ax swung in panicked disregard.
The wood moaned in splintering cracks.
The blade slid wrathfully through.
The slanting bough pulling apart from itself
Finally collapsing to the ashen earth
A writhing then suddenly still corpse.
A hissing match pirouetted to the remains.
Expanding and dancing an orange ballet.
Wind cycloned arid hurricanes then ceased.
Dust settled and the small voice spoke:
“Follow,” it said, “I know the way.”
Lifting the flame blackened vestige
To rest like a yoke on my shoulders
I turned away from myself and followed.
The signposts to my past have been burned.
There is no turning back.
Epigram (round 2)
poetryThe floor should really speak up for himself
People are always walking all over him
Epigram
poetryMy toilet never stands up for himself,
Everyone’s always giving him crap
Snap Crackle Pop
poetryThere was a shift:
The transmission, that is.
Reverse.
Despite warm weather
The windows were still up
Blaring that infernal hip-hop beat.
Frantic banging on the glass commenced.
Followed by screams.
Followed by writhing.
At the wrong place at the wrong time:
My bare foot.
With toes that now look like Rice Krispies.
And this little piggy squealed
All the way to the ER.
Alchemy
poetryHovering somewhere above nowhere
I’ve begun to grow,
To see,
To create—or maybe not?
And I’m only in the likeness, the likeness of a creator.
But I did what I did and on my own.
I’ve created too—it was my strength,
My effort,
My abilities—or was it?
And I can’t tell:
Should I be Victor or not? Should I hate me, who I am?
What I’ve created—what’s created me?
Not average, no, not at all.
Larger than life—and yet? Still in it. A part of it.
I’m incorrectly labeled,
Who?
Which?
What—am I?
And most of all why?
Why am I the monster—or am I?
But don’t ask me.
I don’t know.
And even what I do I’ll never tell.
There’s no jade skin, there’s no bolt through my skull,
But there’s a horror story.
My brain (is it mine?) tears at itself
Searching/not searching finding/not finding
Still wondering/convinced (and unconvinced)
Idontknowmaybepossiblyperhapscouldbe
STOP! JUST STOP!
But I doubt it just the same.
Wishing I could shake it
Hidden away in a babushka doll
Layers Layers Layers
Layers Layers Layers Layers
Layers Layers Layers Layers
Building a barricade you can’t break down.
Open it up, you can’t—can you?
I’ve got padlocks on each with no combos.
Crack me open, there’s only more shell underneath.
You can’t.
I don’t.
I might—do I want to?
Does the creator hate what he’s created?
Is it fear? Fear of truth? Fearing that I really am hated?
Or fear, fear that I’m wrong.
All wrong.
Is it fear that that I’m not hated?
Not all on me?
Not a monster?
Not alone?
Not at all.
Fear of what I really am?
Fear that maybe—I’m loved?
Sprung
poetryRecently—only a moment ago
Snowed mountain ranges landscaped
Vehicles into knolls
Cities into still frames
And then to look in my backyard
With tulips pushing through
Crocuses already in bloom
Spring—Resurrection
A time for planting
Dusting off wicker rocking chairs
Dreamily hazily on the front porch
Greeting the neighbors as they pass
Getting to know why, again
The Gang’s All Here
poetryIt’s Friday night, boys, and you know what that means.
George and Tommy are coming but if I know anything about them,
It’s that they won’t last very long.
No matter, Abe and Alex are on their way.
Andrew said he’s coming out full force too,
That’s what I like to see.
Can’t wait.
Told Ulysses he’s got to come around more often,
Need me some of his skills—
Oh look! Here comes Benny boy!
Now that’s what I’m talking about.
Let’s get this party started.
Viewing
poetryThere wasn’t much to say
Because there wasn’t anything we could do.
Wanting to, but knowing,
Asking ourselves why
We would waste feeble words on deaf ears.
An unbending anxiety, bending our insides
Pleading—lying in wait to riot
A cacophony of flame, of sound, and disbelief.
But a shapeless hand like shadows holds fast,
Even a shudder and it may overtake me.
Yes, this fear will outlive us all.
It was then I realized I was scarcely breathing.
Two for 5
poetryAnd betwixt the produce aisle
Wherein I came thereupon
A luscious, even radiant fruit
Of tempting proportions
That Eve herself could not resist.
Though don’t devour in underworlds
As four seeds shall be fourever too many
Nor in the presence of serpents
But take your time, immerse instead
And slice by seven, just because?
Trash the rest, consuming only the seeds.
Not auriferous but still delicious!
Cinquain
poetryWords
Creating worlds
Writing, breathing, living
Pages of imagination
Stories
Rondeau
poetryWhen eventually there is a time that lasts
A time in which there will be no past
And in this time we will see one another
Where all of us will be united as brothers
When we reach this place unsurpassed
In a time of paradise so eternally vast
There is no pain, it all will have passed
This place we will see, is unlike any other
When eventually there is a time that lasts
When we finally reach this place, alas
Joy will abound, unending it will amass
Long sought embraces will we discover
Into the arms of our fathers and mothers
Where there is no such thing as greener grass
When eventually there is a time that lasts
Sestina
poetryThe sun ascended early in the morning
Climbing hills and sky through a window
Breaking into dawn with golden weather
Stirring awake a child and her mother
And a new day begins in the small house
With the child finding her box of crayons
To the kitchen table she carries the crayons
Squinting tiredly at the dazzling morning
As the radiant sun lights up the tiny house
Spilling gaily in through the open window
And illuminating the outline of her mother
Remarking quietly, “what beautiful weather.”
“I wonder why we’ve had such good weather?”
She says, as the child carefully chooses a crayon
Then stops, and turns again to her mother
Still entranced by the picturesque morning
Soaking in the deep warmth by the window
“Momma,” she asks, “what color is a house?”
“Would you like to look outside at the house?
You don’t need a coat, it’s very nice weather.”
She watches her child from the window
Comparing from her box the best colored crayon
Drenched in the bright blanket of morning
Thinking how wonderful it is to be a mother
And then she began to think of her own mother
And growing up in the same petite house
When they woke early on Sunday mornings
Marching to church, regardless of the weather
But on sunny days she would leave out a crayon
That would melt from the heat on the window
And how she gazes through that same window
Imagining when her own child will be a mother
But now her child has found the correct crayon
Matching it confidently to the color of the house
As she trots back inside from the balmy weather
On a wonderful day that is still only morning
An unforgettable morning framed in the window
With extraordinary weather and a smiling mother
From a little house colored by a child’s crayons
A Glimpse
poetryA glimpse, through a curtained window
Of a family of parents and children in kitchen, around the table,
late on a summer afternoon—And I thought from my view
Of a time when those close, and whom I love, were seated there, and
Seated huddled over chairs, that they could reach the colored game pieces;
A faint giggle, amid the shuffle of chairs and chatter—of laughter and
Joy and company,
There I discovered, a truth undeniable, sharing life together,
Perhaps nothing else could be asked.
Morning
poetryWhen I go between the slippery sidewalks,
The snow covered battlefield,
Washed white like sins on the wooden cross,
Half the world still sleeps.
And when I come to the slushy street,
The hum of cautious tires,
Up from the slippery tug of the icy cement,
Is a wordless soundtrack
A sapling arches scattered branches,
But not a solitary leaf on any,
Peaceful, I think at least, for its picture
Comes colored in purity.
I have come full circle again
By the footprints impressed
Of my whereabouts viewing this scene
To keep when the sun comes out
An (In)Convenient Truth
poetryRecord breaking
Back breaking
Shoveling driveways
Walkways
Throughways
Doorways
No way can there be this much.
Seventy-plus inches of snow,
More on the way,
And spinal surgery by age thirty.
Global warming, my foot!
Here’s an inconvenient,
Or maybe convenient truth
Depending on how you look at it:
Al Gore is a liar.
Send Me a Postcard
poetryWhen you finally arrive, please let me know.
Let me know that you made it.
(At least when you think you’ve made it.)
When you’ve found success and meaning—
Wholeness.
I’d love to know when reach that place
But there’s this uncanny intuition
That’s telling me you never will.
But if you ever do make it on your own,
Without the help of someone much greater
Than yourself – you let me know.
I’ll be waiting (forever.)
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