if i knew
what shallow pools i swam
what otherwise,
a sunny day i
would forever love
yet after god had
banished me
for months without rain
i find myself dying,
here
and shallow still
are their eyes
as i lie gasping for air,
even
they are uneasy to stay
because the school moves on
it is hard for those
who are fleeting
and flittering away
wasting away
and not resting, at all
not resting even a bit
to not see the last
moments as the longest
and their closests friends
more greatly scared to share them
than their love extends
because the school
moves on