i’m fairly certain…
no i definitely say it with certainty—
i’m failing at this on some scale i don’t yet understand
there are details here which i simply must be missing
and others out there who do it better than me
they understand the grind
they get the details
they are capable of sorting through all the bullshit
and what am i?
good at these other things i suppose
the wrong things?
i’m definitely fearful i can say it with certainty.