you can’t love
a fuck-stick
you love fucking
not the stick
like getting high
it is difficult
to love
a non-fuck-stick-human
their value
is more complex
as complicated as you are
and reliant
symbiotic
it’s a different game
in that it’s not a game
or not at least supposed to be
yet is one, to but laughter
at an unshared thought
such as yourself
bouncing off cement walls
you can’t love but the
sound of your own breath
or feel of chemicals
oozing through your
narrow veins
not corporeal but a laugh
entropic and singular
molesting the
air in
desperation