where there is no air to breathe
or folks with whom i can commiserate
in a tongue i call my own.
a place where the food brings me joy
but makes me dizzy, threatens fainting
a place where the lack of sun and it’s healing warmth remind me that i’m to look to a city that is not seen, which is not here, that is to come.
a place where i go foolishly by any man’s standard, but where i don’t measure by the standard of men. a place which fills me with utter fear but i haven’t any choice if i hope to speak of greater things to my sons. and hope they’ll remember.