i can’t sleep tonight
so i breathe in the beauty
of your supine sighs
in the glow of christmas lights–
kissing prayers onto your cheeks.
poetry
reasons to believe
poetryyou can fight against the urge to die but
you’ll only ever find that 100% eventually give in
to scratch said itch and
if this is all there is to life the
hope you have will fail you soon as you realize
these are bad betting odds
and then you re-evaluate your hope
Final
poetryThis is the last time
that they’ll let this
bullshit fly
No more
second chances
mulligans
re-negs
so make sure that
it counts for
something.
Something.
nnnnnnnnnnnnnnegative
poetrygod damn
their eyes are burning books
and their pre-selling what
they haven’t bought for
a date to be announced
god damn
if this is sanity i want
out into the black abyss
with no air or ground or
pressure holding me back
god damn
my voice is soaring ranges
like the mountains falling
from my stomach to my
mouth the way i scream
god damn
good, god damn
Haiku for Carolyn, Winter 2008
poetryPushing back the night
les petits morts de l’hiver
small missives of birth.
of type number 2
poetryfor there are times when
one language wont suffice for the things
we try to funnel from our brains
down and out our mouths
so we settle for adding another medium
perhaps words on the page – screen
might suffice for the
gaps we put in our thoughts
and then it hits us
three more words for the word thought
might suffice for this here thought
Repetition
poetryHe was clever by sheer repetition
with his violent wonderings hidden away
But he struggled with his own position
and fought with the choices he’d already made
Though soon enough his mind sublimated
and thoughts, fears and worries were put out of sight
Well, he couldn’t see what he’d created
for his cognizance failed him most every night
He could barely find his own position
but he was clever by sheer repetition
1 Gross Equals 144 (Thankyou Bilbo Baggins)
poetryOften my poetry
deals with the obscene,
the dirty, filithity, of grossness,
but until I reach a gross of gross poems,
I will persevere.
Onward and Downward!
haiku
poetryFor singing loudly
the craproom reigns supreme,
amazing accoustics.
Pulse
poetryThe snow flies
the plot thickens
the crow cries
my pulse quickens
I’ve got a thought
to stay inside
To wait this out
where it’s safe
But I’m not sure
the rest of me
can keep up
with that pace
Damn it
swing another saber
Damn it
swing it loud and low
Damn it
swing it that much greater
Damn it
Watch it go
The snow flies
the plot thickens
the crow cries
my pulse quickens
last but not least
poetryon writing this i found the
words much softer than the
chair in which i was sitting and
upon the realization decided to
sit upon said words and insert
said chair into this poem.
hence the lack of softness
poetry
ho ho ho
poetrywhen i step into the evening
it feels like snow–
absent a blanket of
white–strings of light
blink silent shouts.
Politics
poetryWe’ve got a good thing going here
so let’s keep it that way
you shut your mouth when we talk politics
Or just leave
And we’ll grin and bear your monologue
And let you tell your tales
but shut your mouth when we talk politics
or else it gets hard to breathe
say what you will thats a world i enjoy
poetrydance when coupled with full tummies
always makes for awkward funsies
Sifter’s Remorse
poetryEat your piecemeal porridge
and strap on your half-shined shoes
The whole damn sky is coming down
there’s not much left to lose
Your fingers cold, my fingers cold
we’ll wander hand in hand
stomachs filled with piecemeal porridge
and our footprints left in sand
But they’ll wash away eventually
we’ll wash away eventually
and leave us with a fallen sky
to sift through
get it now
poetrytemptation
unlike most of my day
i do not have to seek out in the least
but rather it is delivered to my door
daily between 3 and 5 pm
though i hear he visits different folks
at different times
discipline
poetryi want to write,
to be a star,
to make riches,
to believe in me
but instead
the ideas refuse to cum,
to mate and create words,
leaving an impotence
of silence;
and so i make a snack,
raid some tombs,
read on the toilet,
fix a drink,
make my brain fuzzy
as an excuse for the
non-bursting,
un-gushing,
nay-exploding,
masterpiedic,
self-pleasuring words.
facebookian confessional
poetryI tried to categorize
my political views today
and this is out what came:
pseudo liberalish,
at times,
I often like to think,
though probably not as much,
as I often like to think.
Skewed view
poetryUp so close
and I can hardly
make you out
So I’ll just assume
that you’re not there
it’s easier that way.
Don’t answer your phone
I won’t be calling.
Values
poetry, theologywhat is the worth of my time
when I sit quietly listening to you
I sacrifice my life now
for my life to come
but when I try to show my worth
y’all treat it as just my two cents
not much in this present world
filled with the self righteous
the selfish and quite clearly
as they are all the same-the conformists
two cents once a fortune
but now worn and valuable to whom I wonder…
what is the worth of my knowledge
attained through extensive study
when I am rejected and payed no mind
nor respect or tribute for input
that is of the utmost relevance
and has been built upon through
contemplation of mind
and heart and soul
to be applied to all paths of life
which I pray will one day emerge
in the dewy pastures where
you all will sit and say enlighten us
I will not be god nor am I now
but neither am I the lowly serpent
doomed to slither in constant fear
of being trod upon
when I will walk one road and no more
and always have God at side, on hand
and divinely inspiring speech
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