liars, every one of them.
but then we all are.
so there’s that.
Day: February 14, 2012
to renee
poetryi love you in the only
way that i can
the way that is unsure
if it is good enough.
and i’d travel great
distances to prove
that the smile on your
face is a real one.
in a world of smoke
and mirrors
you are a cool breeze
and a warm sun,
and
i am sorry
for sometimes
being unsure
in miracles.
um…. yea?
poetryan oil pool on a corner 5 feet from
the sewage drain.
a rat running alongside the curb,
scurrying for food into your favorite
small “restaurant”.
the sun breaking through the corner
of the building behind yours, shining
on the table in the courtyard from
2:32-3:34 approximately (but you’re not
counting).
life’s like this. and you’re thankful for
the promise of a new heavens and
a new earth?
Thoughts from a dying beetle
poetryThe pigmented dribble from my onyx back’s
Slow drizzle,
Would have you all for breakfast, if you only
Cared a little.
Transient Souls
poetryI can’t for the life of me
remember your name but I’ll
write it down this time, I
think, and maybe then I’ll
at least have a concept, or
more likely I’ll just shuffle
that business card to the
bottom of a junk drawer or
a pile of ‘important papers’
on my desk. Who’s kidding who?
We’ll never know each-other at
this rate.
How to love a stained man
poetryIf you were to ask him about his port-wine stain
He would tell you it was a burn
And if you were to ask him how he got that burn
He would tell you he was a hero in his hometown
And if you inquired further
He would tell you his hometown
Was nestled in the crevice between two large breasted mountains
And then
he would not be lying
He was breastfeed
And his mother’s name means “Queen”
And she always taught him she was as much
If you watch him in the rain
And notice that it looks like he’s shaking fire off his hands
He’ll tell you he was only dancing
Don’t believe him
He does set fire to his arms sometimes
Especially when it’s raining
If only to see if he can defy the clouds long enough
To mark his skin just a little
His mother always taught him she was a queen
And so he touches women so delicately
They never notice until he’s painted flowers
All over them
Then he burns his arms
So they’ll tend to him
And pay attention more to those marks
Than his port-wine stain
Or the weeds he’s watering on their backs
If you take him back to bed
Do not comment
On his port wine stain
Always thank him
For the weeds on your back
Even as those tendrils tangle
Tell him
He’s getting things right
Don’t say “for once
Do not say
“for once”
When you finally decide to remove the weeds from your back
Do not do it with a rake
Do not attack them
Do not mistake them for malicious
Think of them as dandelions
Sometimes
The beauty just spreads too quickly
If you take him to bed after removing the weeds
You’ve made a mistake
He will notice
And it will break him
Then he will go out into the rain
Without
Setting fire to his arms
Instead
He will notice puddles for the first time
And reflections
And his port wine stain