Sometimes someone else has to rip off the band-aid because addiction is a bitch

poetry

The new beginning of tomorrow
will also be an ending
in which I’ll no longer have a reason

towatchcnninthemorning
whilstmunchingoncereal
tolistentonpronthedrive
whilstavoidingawreck
towatchnbcnightlynews
whilsteatingmysupper

and while I’ll miss the chatter,
filling my life with incessant white noise,
I might welcome the peace
and the opportunity to wallow
in civil apathy once more.

boxers, long underwear, pants, shirt, sweater, jacket, gloves, hat, hood, and then maybe more pants

poetry

sun gave way to mist
to missing your midst

wind up and made me cold
pictures of bitter tea, rice wine

gloves gripping my hands
unnecessarily warming digits

hopes lost to crashing dreams
but not without celebration

the crust gathering on my thoughts
thick like the ground peas dried
on your otherwise pristine forehead
moving hand to face so as to miss your
mouth

with your hand knit green and yellow
booties we’ll make this the best winter
ever

without end.